Don’t worry —
I can do it again,
this magic trick
of the mind.
It’s not like
there’s a daily limit
or
a penalty for having
paused. I can do it
again, another bead
on the string,
and another.
Every day,
my string
is cut; all my
beads tumble
back into
the box
where I keep them.
Every day, the same
box with different
beads — slightly
different — and
every day, I race
to string them
before time runs out.
That’s what I’d like
you to think, but
the truth is,
there are days
when I don’t
look inside.